To friend or not to friend, that is the question...

Today was not a particularly happy day. Perhaps I shouldn't say that, I did, after all have a rather good time chatting with my housemate about all sorts of things. But it was all marred by news that I received from another friend. Not particularly nice or good news as one could gather.

Perhaps it's a rather small matter and not worth agonizing myself over it. But I do consider it a violation of trust in friendship. Not that I have never spoken ill of her, but whatever I say, I have a reason and firm proof of my belief to support it. What have I done, I would like to know, to deserve being talked about in that way. I have not hurt her, nor done anything that i believe is offensive to her or anyone.

In all truths of matter, I am not a perfect person and not likely to be. Of course, I expect that someone out there will dislike me for something I did or how I am. If they dare not bring it to me and have me change my ways, I pray they will somehow hint it to me so I can consider it in my view and make changes that I deem necessary.

A friend told me that these are all trivial matters that I should not even be bothering myself and agonizing over it. Perhaps that is true. Perhaps I should just forget about it and get on with life! After all, life is short and not worth wasting over a small matter that can be solved by just forgetting about it and hope that it will never happen again and pray that I will be smarter at choosing friends in the future.

I think I shall just put a stop to this and start looking at the other priorities in my life from now. Note to self: Forget it and get on with your life, girl! Like go out and look for prospects! Study and make sure you get that Credit or Distinction you want!