Long Vacation?

I'm back again... after a long rest away from here, regrettably. Didn't have much access and didn't much time to access the net to do this back home. What with work and the limited access I have to internet at home. Its just too much of a bother to log on every night when I'm already so tired from being at work all day. Now always on internet here in Sydney is a LOT better hehee... Not that I don't have broadband at home, just that its always being used by my brother and I haven't bothered with setting up the network proper yet.

Now one should know that I'm already back in Sydney judging by the way I talked in the last paragragh... If you haven't, then shame on you! What have you spent the last two minutes doing? Dreaming? Just kidding...

Its been nearly a week since I was back... Spent most of the time catching up on sleep, meeting friends, bringing brother around to set up bank account, get phone line etc. After a round of meeting people, at dinner, at home(cause they came over), and at the office(AusEd), I have this slight feeling that people have moved on and forged new friendships while I was away. Its so scary, like I'm suddenly left out of their tight tiny social circle because I wasn't here to participate in it for three months... Certainly hope it won't last...

Oh well, brother's first day of class is tomorrow, and my first day of O Week's on wednesday... busy days coming up! and I haven't settled my accommodation yet... hmmmm *deep in contemplation*

Life really does seem to be quite monotonous and meaningless sometimes... Its scary too... what will happen when I graduate?!! Today, I'm really not in a hopeful, looking forward to it state... aih...