Nervous..

In the past few days, I've been thinking a fair bit about the fact that I'll be finishing uni soon and that my future lies wide open in front of me without one tiny bit of certainty. What if I can't find a job? What if I'm a failure in other people's eyes? No matter how high an opinon I have of myself, I'm sure others think differently...

In my auditing tutorials, I've come to realise that I must start thinking about things more. Challenge the views, find new angles... If I don't start seriously doing that, I'd be going nowhere... I'd just be regurgitating fact and what's the use of doing that?

The olympics are now on... and everytime I see those ballerinas(in no way connected to the olympics i know but well) and gymnasts and whatever sportswomen there are out there. I start to think about the fact that I have never taken up any sort of sport seriously or semi-seriously. I could be toned and fit and absolutely stunning... but I'm not... bacause of laziness? lack of opportunity is definitely not it... then what?

Suppose that I start to work out now... but its just supposing... will I really be able to get out there and do it?