The Dark Side

Quite honestly, I've been rather unlucky in the past half a year. This is the second time I'm down with bad fever. It is not as bad as the last (when I had mild dengue fever) but it sent the shivers down my spine for what it could have been.

When sick, there is honestly just one thing that I covet, human care. Someone to sit beside me and get things for me when I'm awake instead of hollering down the hallway for someone to come (not that I can when I'm sick anyways, so I resort to calling people even though we're in the same house).

Sometimes, I really do wonder, where have we gone wrong, to have developed to this point where we are so lacking in emotion or at least lacking in letting them show. I myself am at fault of this same affliction... I sometimes wonder if I will ever be able to change this about myself.